Saturday, December 15, 2007


It seems like there is a lot of hoopla going on around me now and I feel somewhat like when I was 5 years old and I was having a birthday party. When everyone began singing to me I crawled under the picnic table. I don’t even answer the phone anymore.

My sister, FA, is flying in from Buffalo tonight. She was originally scheduled to come in tomorrow, but with the snowstorm expected up there tonight, was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to get out. Boy will she be surprised with the 80-degree weather here. We still have the AC on. She likes to talk and can answer the phone when she gets here.

John and I are going to his company Xmas party tonight. That’s always somewhat of a bore. But I am distracted, and I am ok. I don't feel sad or scared anymore.