I don’t especially like hospitals.
I don’t like all the papers that have to be signed. I don't like having to read about everything that can go wrong. I don’t like the way I feel reduced to a set of medical numbers.
And I didn’t like the anesthesiologist that I met with. Hopefully he will not be “assigned” to me.
I feel very vulnerable today. On the way back from this pre-op visit I looked at the darkening sky and just started crying.